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p o s t . / Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 7:45 PM
today was first day of school ( highschool ) for me. O.o
wasn't AS bad as i thought it would be, but for the most part, was a big change.
i don't wanna write about my day though,
there are more importent things to talk about.
like...
how FREAKING antis can do THIS much damage to one person's life!
over SUCH a small situation,
this is what happpens -.-
he didn't deserve all of this.
and lemme just say,
2pm will never ever be the same without him.
and I know for a fact,
that truly, whoever replaces Jay,
there is really only ONE true leader of 2pm.
.
this morning, darkess called me as i was getting ready for school, doing hair and stuff,
and that's when she said it.
it was such a weird random thing!
i mean, when I got home, of course first thing i did was get on computer and see the full story.
and when I watched the video of the screaming, crying girls begging him to stay, and seeing him leave like that, made me burts into tears.
for a while.
and then later i found more info saying that he was just repeating "I'm sorry" in a low voice with his head down
... soo sad right now. i just feel like i need to hug him, you know? tell him all of this has been stupid, and just overreacted by everyone. myspace comments = RUINED CAREER? i don't think so -.-
.
only bright side to this for ME, is that
he DID kinda leave easily. Maybe it was just taking too much out of the poor guy?
it's like constant stress all the time, legions of SCREAMING girls, running on little sleep, no 'real' chill time... maybe a part of him needed to be done.
or at least take a break.
that i understand.
and I think that he desearves some time back here in America with his family, taking a break from all the stress. maybe it will be good for him.
.
all i know is that i'm heartbroken,
and everytime I hear Jay's name for the next couple weeks/months i will be instantly sad.
i wish you luck Park Jaebeom.
<3
today was first day of school ( highschool ) for me. O.o
wasn't AS bad as i thought it would be, but for the most part, was a big change.
i don't wanna write about my day though,
there are more importent things to talk about.
like...
how FREAKING antis can do THIS much damage to one person's life!
over SUCH a small situation,
this is what happpens -.-
he didn't deserve all of this.
and lemme just say,
2pm will never ever be the same without him.
and I know for a fact,
that truly, whoever replaces Jay,
there is really only ONE true leader of 2pm.
.
this morning, darkess called me as i was getting ready for school, doing hair and stuff,
and that's when she said it.
it was such a weird random thing!
i mean, when I got home, of course first thing i did was get on computer and see the full story.
and when I watched the video of the screaming, crying girls begging him to stay, and seeing him leave like that, made me burts into tears.
for a while.
and then later i found more info saying that he was just repeating "I'm sorry" in a low voice with his head down
... soo sad right now. i just feel like i need to hug him, you know? tell him all of this has been stupid, and just overreacted by everyone. myspace comments = RUINED CAREER? i don't think so -.-
.
only bright side to this for ME, is that
he DID kinda leave easily. Maybe it was just taking too much out of the poor guy?
it's like constant stress all the time, legions of SCREAMING girls, running on little sleep, no 'real' chill time... maybe a part of him needed to be done.
or at least take a break.
that i understand.
and I think that he desearves some time back here in America with his family, taking a break from all the stress. maybe it will be good for him.
.
all i know is that i'm heartbroken,
and everytime I hear Jay's name for the next couple weeks/months i will be instantly sad.
i wish you luck Park Jaebeom.
<3
